2005-10-23 - 8:40 p.m.

Thinking about my wedding I walked down the aisle to Barry White - I love you just the way you are... Gareth didn't know which song I'd chosen and as I walked down the aisle towards my teary eyed soulmate, saviour, lover and BEST FRIEND I knew I'd chosen the right one.. nothing could have said it better

DON'T GO CHANGING, TO TRY TO PLEASE ME, YOU'VE NEVER LET ME DOWN BEFORE

I DON'T IMAGINE YOU'RE TOO FAMILIAR AND I DON'T SEE YOU ANYMORE

I WOULD NOT LEAVE YOU, IN TIMES OF TROUBLE WE NEVER COULD HAVE COME THIS FAR NO NO

I TOOK THE GOOD TIMES, I'LL TAKE THE BAD TIMES

I'LL TAKE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE

I SAID I LOVE YOU, THAT'S FOREVER, THIS I PROMISE FROM MY HEART OH LOVE

I COULD NOT LOVE YOU ANY BETTER

I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE

Sometimes I look at Gareth and I just can't accept that he is mine! He could have had any one of a HUGE number of girls.. not only is he gorgeous.. he's horrendously charming with it. He's intelligent, articulate, witty, TALENTED, fit (in the sporty and PHWOOOAAARH sense) kind, geeky, silly, gentle.. he's a list of words I could never hope to list to you.. he is everything I could ever have wanted and things I didn't even think of as added bonuses. I know these entries are boring but He is the thread that holds each tatty patchwork square of my life together, he is every single colour in the rainbow and every beautiful symphony every written pales into insignificance next to the beautiful music of his voice!! It's sappy and vile of me to say such hallmark cardlike things.. but he's beyond words!! If I ever doubted God's love for me.. Gareth proves a million times over that the big man thinks I'm pretty special!!

Sorry this entry is so uninspiring for you all.. I don't feel like writing much.. im just swooning and mooning about like a loved up teenager.

tons and tons of love to you all!!

as always

x x x

ADDED LATER: in case you're wondering - the only room in our house with enough light for our rubbish camera to work is the kitchen.. hence most of my piccs being based there... also.. he wasn't randomly just sitting around the house posing.. he needed some new stuff for his website and we were going for the faded old memory photo look... we don't have photoshop and msot of them will end up so closed cropped.. i know they look rubbish but i love him and he's in them.. so they look gorgeous to me!!

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