2006-03-14 - 2:49 p.m.
AAAAAAAH I simply refuse to accept that it is not EVEN 2:30 yet!!! COME ON TIME WHAT ARE YOU DOING??? How can it only be that time I feel like today has been a million years long. I’ve still got another 3 hours… 3 FULL HOURS!!!!
I think it’s because I didn’t have lunch I’m so HUNGRY and it meant I didn’t get my usual hours break and Garethage for the day (he’s at a showcase) – makes it feel shorter but GAH! I’ve done very little work but have emailed Ali a lot and TRIED to put some stuff on out stupid database – it hates me… crashes at the most inconvenient times it does.
GRRRRRRRRRR
Had a browse about of some photography and have found my favourite photographer so far EVER IN THE UNIVERSE I think GO SEE really impressive I love pictures I do I love them a lot because they say so much more than words sometimes. Not that I don’t love words – language fascinates me COMPLETELY. Have you ever watched a child learning to speak – I LOVE the way they seem to be almost tasting the words, they roll them about and they play with them. Sometimes by listening to children you find things about words that had never occurred to you, you hear them in a whole new way with so much more depth – adults take words for granted I think. Language stops being fun to so many people but it shouldn’t there is no logical reason to limit your use of it – play with words use them in new ways test out other peoples voices and pronunciations. Ask why.. WHY does that word mean that? WHY do you say it that way? Oooh I love it!!
Today is a nice day because it’s been full of Ali and of plans for the future. I’m not smiley because I haven’t eaten and food is so entwined with happiness for me haahah (bad isn’t it?) It’s not really that bad I think its more not having the break in the middle of the day that’s knackered me!! I just... REALLY 3 hours to go!! It’s so unfair! But yes despite my whining I’m happy.
The people from the theatre school still haven’t rung me to arrange to meet for coffee to discuss and stuff * worried face * what if they don’t ring by Saturday?? Do I show up to teach the class as they said? Were they just pretending they wanted me back because they didn’t know how to tell me to my face?? I KNOW it wasn’t anything like a successful lesson but I kept them under control and we did a lot of stuff – was just shakey at the start because I had no idea I was meant to be teaching and they put me completely on the spot without even an inkling of warning * mildly sad face * oh well we shall see won’t we? There’s no point fretting yet it is only Tuesday and I did have a call yesterday from a number I didn’t recognize – sent them a text to ask who it was but no reply!! Keep your fingies crossed diarylanders – I don’t need this job to be happy but I would like it if it’s at all possible!!
I have not yet scanned the pics I told you about of weenieme and I also have some of the park in the snow.. which are preeeedy
For now though
I shall go and try to work hard for the next 3 hours
3 blinking flipping hours man
crycrycry
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