2006-05-02 - 8:16 p.m.

When Gareth goes away overnight I miss him dreadfully. There is just something incredibly empty about waking in a bed that has no Gareth :-(

However there is also a delicious freedom that I can be naughty... when Gareth is here - we eat PROPER meals. It's one of the things he insists on.. no rubbish for meals.. (rubbish for snacks is fine but you have to eat meals - he gets worried I'll try to get thin by not eating enough so he overfeeds me) anyway.. tonight I am having TOAST for my tea - toast with marmite on and then later on... maybe I'll get crumbs in the bed!

I will tell him - I always do because he's part of me and lying to yourself is bad... but for now

I feel delightfully rebellious!!!

HOW PATHETIC AM I?

hahaha REBEL EAT MARMITE AND CHEESE ON TOAST for it is the naughtiest of evening meals!!

anyway.. now I'm off for a swim or a gym - (depending on which one is emptier) and I shall be back soon with a REAL update..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

One day I WILL give you a real update then you'll be shocked!!

much love

x x x

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